alright. so here i am typing for the first entry of the blog . the blog created for u !!!!!! hahah. so it started when i added u and sent u a msg in friendster and i suddenly realised that theres actually a junior that i have a crush on ! hah yea u're really cool . hope this aint just a crush. i want it to be prolonged . maybe even be long enough for me to dare to open my mouth to ask for a chance to get together with you. haha it might sound stupid and corny when u hear teenage strangers talking in the train or in the bus about stuff on relationships. but well, it gets so different when u gotta serious crush on some girl. was stretching my neck to catch a glimpse of u but ya, no avail pretty expected tho. till now i m still alt tabbing between my mozilla and my msn to see if u're online. i'd very much like to just receive some replies from u . just any random one word reply will do too. the best would be u opening up a convo with me but haha highly impossible.

wow haha its pretty wordy right here. would really wna ask you out somedays and bring you to some really nice places in singapore i bet u'd ever know them. aye lets just wait for the time to come. pls! come online now ! >=O tho no one would be reading this now.... i m certain u'd receive this url from me in the near future!

hope ta bumb into u in school tml . if so thursday would really be a better day !



rui shan ! <3