zzz. the question u asked me yesterday is still bugging me . you haven replied my message since . well , the fact is that i was really framed by the 3 girls. i broke up with amanda yaw when we were in sec 2 and then bao yi asked me out for me to tell her whats going on. who knows . the following day i was called back to school and three of them accused me of molesting bao yi . they even have their testimonials aganist me . of course , i denied cos i did nothing like that and i knew that its gonna be sth serious . but ya . 3 against 1 . who wins. >_> besides they are protected by the under 16 law or sth similiar to that. so yea. if i chose to prove that i m innocent we would have to bring it to the court. mr ong made it clear at that point of time . my dad told me to just admit to what ever i did not do and just accept the punishment which was 2 strokes of cane ... causee we would have to go through alot more problems if i chose to remain on my stand the mid year exams were nearing also . so yea. the 3 girls promised not to leak this out. but eventually they did. i gone through all the consequence of stuff i didnt do . because of them . i made the wrong choice by being together with amanda. i was even boycotted when i was in sec3 because of this incident . i didnt do it .few trusted me. most of the people out there question my intergrity when i denied . but anw . i dont wish to talk about this anymore u see. it has been close to 2 years already. the only reason why i chose to come clean with u by typing out everything in this blog is so that i hope u would be like the minority . if we ever get together , i dont wish to be bothered by this fact. and if u ask . the answer woulds till be the same . i did nothing .

i do admit that i was feeling abit crazy and desperate when i was in sec2 . but yea . all the pangs for having a girlfriend did not lead me to doing such stuff. i found one eventually . the one whom gave me loads of trouble after we broke up .

and yea . u didnt reply my friendster message. i guess you were freaked out or something . i hope not tho. i still like you alot. u're still popping out in my mind. but thanks to the question u posted to me last night. i m really not feeling too good. i hope this doesnt affect us too much . but somehow i am certain it will .

i love u small. hope this feeling is vice versa . i would love to see u smile when u see me. i am really serious this time round . pls rui shan